So, I went to the doctors (on account of my school thinking I was a harm to myself and others for god only knows what) and come to find out, I have bi-polar disorder.
It explains a lot of my mood swings, I mean, one second, I'll be happy, on top of the world, and strong, then a s=couple seconds later, I want the world to perish, i want people to burn, and I just hate life, then a couple seconds after, I'm sobbing, hating my life, and wanting to die.
I'm all over the place.
Wow, fuck life